I just wonder sometimes how would the world change if I could have done something different.
The more I grow. The more I see clearly.
Some are privileged
Some others work hard.
Some others wonder around and they either work hard or become mediocre and gave up on them.
Some others become mediocre.
I would like it to stop sometimes. It just doesn't make sense. What is the purpose of it..... If you will become a different type of energy after you die.
I hate to admit. I want more. The wanting is what have brought me so far.
I wonder
I do
Would it be easier and satisfying if I would have just lived the simple and vanilla life.
I have walked. I have made so much progress. As Harvey Milk said...."I have tasted freedom. I won't be back ."
I wonder
I do.
Would I be the same. Would I be comfortable with my surroundings if I would have adapted.
What is to adapt but no other way to change?
So I when you adapt you change to the situation that is easy and comfortable got you.
Change.
Once you embrace the fact that life spins and spins and that life never stop spinning. Once you embrace the fact that you have to run on top of th wheel so you don't fall. Because if you fall it will hurt and you can either stay and keep rolling and getting hurt; or stand up and crumble a little but keep running or walking.
I wonder if life would be like this all the time. I wonder if life Is just like this in your twenties. I wonder if life would make me change so much and embrace her that I won't ever think about giving up on her.
I wonder if I ever would stop wondering.
I wonder
I do
I wonder if life would will be as complicated and confusing as this post.
I do.
